Something conspired in the Universe to give me a near-perfect birthday! Just 1 terrible glitch but otherwise it was great. Im still negotiating with the glitch but given my stats, thats a far-cry from my 'normal' birthdays!!
So anyway, wallowing in all the attention, I headed into the weekend on a high! It all ended with a massive thud after a humongous blunder... always wondered if I could use the term 'monumental blunder' as dear old wiki1 did... & that day has finally arrived!!
So I dont know whether it was that or whether it was the impactful "Clara" that I was watching last night ... but I ended up waking with an achy-breaky heart on Sunday Morning! What I saw was so real... I could feel it... I still feel it. The feeling of losing a battle, the feeling of being discarded! All I saw was a dear old friend moving on in life without me. If you ask my awake mind - thats exactly what I want. But I guess subconsciously its not! Weird the ways of the mind!
And so, the newly kind universe tried to make up for the morning blues, by giving me a once in a life time chance to carve into freshly laid cement! Cant wait for it to dry!!
As I get sucked into the next whirlwind week, I remind myself that all's not lost! Here we gooooo...
So anyway, wallowing in all the attention, I headed into the weekend on a high! It all ended with a massive thud after a humongous blunder... always wondered if I could use the term 'monumental blunder' as dear old wiki1 did... & that day has finally arrived!!
So I dont know whether it was that or whether it was the impactful "Clara" that I was watching last night ... but I ended up waking with an achy-breaky heart on Sunday Morning! What I saw was so real... I could feel it... I still feel it. The feeling of losing a battle, the feeling of being discarded! All I saw was a dear old friend moving on in life without me. If you ask my awake mind - thats exactly what I want. But I guess subconsciously its not! Weird the ways of the mind!
And so, the newly kind universe tried to make up for the morning blues, by giving me a once in a life time chance to carve into freshly laid cement! Cant wait for it to dry!!
As I get sucked into the next whirlwind week, I remind myself that all's not lost! Here we gooooo...
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